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Wednesday, April 10, 2013 Hello my dear blog, how have you been? It's been long and I have missed you. Many a times, I told myself I have to blog and pen down my thoughts and feelings during the day, but I always end up procrastinating. Sadly, this is how my life is at the moment. I'm stuck in a vicious cycle of procrastination, and as much as I am aware of it, I don't seem to be doing anything about it. I suck for that matter. But I can continue to beat myself up for it, or I can attempt to do something about my life finally. So I am finally here blogging about it. 7 months passed since my birthday, and I don't know if I would feel the same about my birthday anymore. It would just remind me of sad stuff that happened around the period. During this 7 months, I've lost and gain a lot. I guess you could say I've became more cold-hearted, or maybe I'm just stronger now. I realised that you shouldn't depend on anyone, not too much anyway. Usually they are the one that come and bite you in the ass, and it would hurt like hell. And at the end of the day, if your friend doesn't even respect you enough to tell you things to your face and have to convey the message through email (in a superior way nonetheless), you know that there is no point in the friendship anymore. It's a joke how you claimed that I do not know how to communicate when you are the one writing the email instead of saying it to my face. Guess I'm not even worth that amount of respect from you. Although things are more peaceful now and I can see much more clearly now, but it still saddens me that this even happened. I look forward to the day where I won't even think about this incident anymore. I have learnt a few lessons from this incident. Firstly, don't take people for granted. I've been on the receiving end before, and it feels like I'm not being appreciated. It ain't a nice feeling. Secondly, don't push people too far even if they are your closest friends. People always think "I can do that to her/him cos we're very close, so she/he won't be angry." But seriously, nobody owes it to you to not feel angry. You never know when the other party would have enough of your nonsense and just stop caring. After that, you would just be at the losing end, cause you have lost something great. And no point in cherishing it only after you have lost it. So, everyone should tell their close friends and family how much they mean to you right now. If you think its embarrassing, think again. Just a simple phrase "thank you for being my friend. :)" is enough to make your friend's day and to let them know you appreciate them. It's all for the better good! To all my dear friends who have been around for me especially during these 7 months, I can never thank you enough :) I especially rmb a tumbler of baileys, many hours of my rambling and all the little things that my friends do to cheer me up :) That's a load off my chest! I've been wanting to blog about that for a while and hopefully now, I would feel better :) |
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