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Thursday, August 14, 2008 can u see my true feelings under this facade? why have i become so emo ever since i come here? it is true that i'm here all alone and everything. but this is not me. this is so not me. i'm supposed to be bubbly. i'm supposed to be happy. i'm supposed to be enjoying life. on the surface, i am all those. but yet, why does the i get so emo and feel so down whenever i think that she's not around me anymore? today's fireworks at ekka was great. but it kinda made me sad to think that i have no loved or close ones around me to enjoy it together. i hope those couples and close friends who got to spend this time together realise how lucky they are to have each other. i felt so alone in the world then. but when i reached home, a kind soul reminded me that He is always with us. so i'm never alone. i never realised how much i missed her until her one sentence "got me!" melted all my sadness away. and her words of comfort makes me feel like i'm back with her. see. i told u i had become emo. i SO hate it. it waste alot of the precious water that i manage to drink given how cold it is here, so u tend to forget to drink water. and it wastes alot of tissue to wipe away the tears too. i'm on a tight budget man! and even my stomach hates that i'm being emo. it's giving me gastric problems now. i need to exercise daily. it helps me to not think about all this. or rather, they release a "happy" chemical in my brain. so i wont think about all these. this is just part and parcel of living overseas. i dun have to be emo about it. i really need to get a life. hahaha. if there's actually one for me to get here. ANYWAY, enough of emo-ing. i went ekka today! and it is a public holiday! it's a major carnival with tons of things to buy, food to eat, rides to go on, animals to see, circus to cheer. i even bought a wonka hat from the event! and the major highlight was the last segment of the perfomance held in the stadium. it had motorcross, monster truck and tons of really really cool racing! and last but not least. it had fireworks. it was RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME! grinne :] i stupidly didn't bring my camera into the place cos i took their "rules" too seriously. stupid me. no point regretting. i'll just wait one yr later and take the pictures and put it up again :] today i saw a really sweet couple at ekka. i dunno what their story is but i really hope they remain together. or even to become a real couple if they're just frieinds. the look of love in their eyes looks genuine, i wish that good things will happen to them :] made me think alot about him. i miss him.. |
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