A S H . L E Y Y .

Let me hear you call my name.
I adore beaches.
I love green.
I youtube till dawn,
I shop till dusk.
That's cause..
I'm a girl.
And a lazy one too.


More than words.

Tell me your wishes.
| Graduation |
| Holiday |
| Sky Diving |
| Limousine Ride |
| To be Thin |
Friday, March 07, 2008

i've waited SO long for this day to come. why? so i can decided if i'm going overseas or staying here. and this is very important cos it affects whether i'm getting cable tv or not, changing a new phone or not and whether i'm staying on with this job or not. sighhs.. now, i have to wait somemore.

anyway, what is the significance of the A levels result? is it to get into a course u want or is it just for gettin into a university? i seriously had enough of ppl telling me that i need not go accountancy and that i can go other paths. obviously i know that. and obviously i dint chose the other paths cos i do not want to spend the rest of my life doing it. the worse thing was when my dad said this sentence "can get into uni can leh, who cares what degree! best is go study those ppl dun want to study, then sure get in." seriously, how could he say that. i dun wanna just get into A uni. i want to get into the course that i will enjoy afterall, i'm gonna be in that field for the rest of my life.

it serves me right for getting this crappy results. afterall, did i study much? no. so what else can i ask for? indeed its true that i'm lousier than my sister, i'm lousier than my best friend but i dun study as much as them, so what can i ask for? i've told myself before i do not want to regret anymore for this A levels but yet again, i did it AGAIN. i regretted. i must really learn to do things without regret. at the end of the day, i'm always angry with myself.


i want to talk to someone, but who can i talk to? i want my sister.. :(




i finally broke down..





Friends.
angeline
christina
clarence
germx
jean
kaiting
kristy
lina
Mr chua
rachel
shawkett
sheena
sherman
sherman movies
sherrilyn
siewkeong
twacie
zhongru
ziliang
ziyan


Randomnesss.
2pm
ahboo
asian music dl
BB international
BB LJ
BB WP
j-pop news
johnnys
k-pop dl
k-pop news
k-variety dl
piano scores
recipes
subbed MVs