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Friday, October 12, 2007 let's start with yesterday! "be careful what you wish for" is a statement for zen :] well, i was so happy everything went okay. on wednesday, they suddenly told me they're not coming on friday which is troublesome seeing how my printer ran out of ink already. sighs. so i had to rush to get the ink and all the photos printed:] i really hoped she liked it:]:] of course we wont forget your birthday girl! i hope u enjoy the black book. :]:]:] today is a BEAUTIFUL day! u know why?? because i say so:] of course, certain people made it all better for me:] well.. let's see. an angel smiled and waved to me today. :] i'm so blessed right? i shall not think about the real truth of that statement made the other day. what for when i can just enjoy now? ure so blessed to have such nice eyes and smile. and i'm lucky to be able to see it! grinne :] i finally manage to study today cos i went to the library. good good! can finally start studying i hope :] and some other stuff made me happy too! to continue with my happiness, the bakery finally made the sardine sandwiches that i like. BUT, all this changes when i was nearing my house. i was walking towards the traffic light when i realise this guy is standing right in the middle of the lane. initially, i thought he was gonna cross the road as there were no cars, then i realised that he was just standing there. in the middle of the lane no less. i begun to think that he's actually committing suicide. next thing i know, i saw a bus rushing towards him. and he just remain standing there in the middle of the road, staring at the bus. my reflex was to turn away from the scene cos i couldn't bear to witness the actual "hitting and body flying away" part. i heard the bus screeching, trying to stop moving. thank goodness, i dint hear a bang so i turned back to look. the bus just managed to swerve a little to the right and miss hitting him. and he still remains standing there. after a while, he walk back to the pavement and walk the other direction for a short distance and stopped. i ran all the way home after that. i was actually fuming mad when i went home and didn't think straight. firstly, there were adults waiting at the traffic light at his side. when they realise that he was standing there and not moving away, why didn't they shout at him or pull him back way before the bus appeared? they had a small child with them too. were they gonna let the child just witness these kind of stuff? another thing. the position that the guy stood, is right opposite from a neighbourhood police. why didn't the police sense that something was wrong when a bus screech like that? i thought policemen are suppose to be alert and inquisitive and not yawning away. thirdly, why is that man so freaking crazy to try and commit suicide like that? is life nothing more than a piece of rubbish? if u have the courage to stand in the middle of traffic or to go to the rooftop to jump, why dun u have the courage to start over again? when there's a will, there's a way. if u really want help, help would be given. just becos u got tired and scared of living your life doesn't mean u have to right to just die and become someone else's burden. esp to those who love you. i'm bloody pissed when people want to commit suicide. anyone committing suicide better dun do it near me. i will never forgive ppl who commit suicide. sighs. my brain should have processed slower so that anger wouldn't consume me at that instance. then maybe i would have thought of going straight to the police. i hope that guy wakes up and is okay. stupid idiot. it was SUCH a beautiful and wonderful day one. cos of ur stupid action, its all gone. and i'm not even related to you. TOOPIG! thanks lulu for taking time out just to listen to me and console me. i felt better after that. thanks :]:] muack! will you love me if i love you? |
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