A S H . L E Y Y .

Let me hear you call my name.
I adore beaches.
I love green.
I youtube till dawn,
I shop till dusk.
That's cause..
I'm a girl.
And a lazy one too.


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Tuesday, February 20, 2007

it has been a long time since i post:] well, let's just say many things happened since the last post and i think i would write everything down:]

well, we had a class outing that involves more than 10 people and more than 2 cliques for the first time:] tho the ppl spending more time talking ended up to be more of the 2 cliques again, but its still fine. and many thanks to ahh benn that made us enjoy our meals at ikea even more! ggrr.. anw, a little pity we dint take a class photo with us all wearing our class shirts:] nvm, a day will come! and that was a good day:] cos i finally manage to go out with lulu and i found my file thanks to her!! been looking for it for nearly a yr. and i'm just happy to see her okay:] and it was that day that i drank the most expensive drink too. godiva's dark chocolate!
a tired day afterall..
erika has an octopus on her head! cute!

chinese new yr. i dint exactly had a great start. afterall, i welcomed the lunar new year while crying in my dark room. but thanks neville, jie, py and ziyan for trying to cheer me up so much. esp jie, it felt nice that u are still able to comfort me at that precise moment even tho ure not here:] but seeing my cousins nv fail to cheer me up:]

over this long weekend, i dint do anything. i wasted it away. i onli packed up my room and my file. but that's all i accomplished. i did not start studying, i did not catch up on my homework. why do i always give up halfway? or rather, why did i let go? why am i such a failure in this kind of things? have i no determination? have i no discipline?yes, i have little discipline, that is why i failed in so many things. sighs.. when will i ever learn? in addition, i got too hooked on bleach. i would watch it every night till i fall asleep and in the day, i will watch it while doing everything. if i dun stop soon, it would be goodbye to my grades:]

many friendship have been forged in the past years. some grew stronger without me realising. but i am so glad that it happened:] some made me keep thinking bout them. should i even bother trying to fix it? i really dunno. are u worth my time?

to A: i cant really rmb why we dun talk anymore, nor do i think u know that i have this dislike towards you. but i know for one, is that no matter what, i cant stand ur personality. u are a very good girl, i admit. u do put ppl's need before urs at times and u help push ppl on to get their goals. but its just that when u go around doing that, i just cant stand it. in fact, i hate it. and u just happen to do it to the ppl around me. that's why i'm so hostile towards you. i dun expect u to change, but i also dun expect us to continue being good friends. but perhaps one day, i will learn to overcome that barrier that's keeping us apart and become good friends again. but for now, i think its best we just take our own paths.. sorry.

damn! there's things i want to buy man! the flesh imp white shoulder bag is tempting me but i have no money man. and i'm gonna kill lulu for showing me the while elle wallet. it cost 60 bucks for goodness sake! but it's NICE!! sighs.. sad facts of life aint it?

everyday, i pray for a miracle to happen:] perhaps i'm simply foolish for holding on but a girl can dream cant she?




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