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I adore beaches.I love green. I youtube till dawn, I shop till dusk. That's cause.. I'm a girl. And a lazy one too. More than words.
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Friday, February 16, 2007 grinne.:] today is a good day, because i have came to many realizations about ppl i love. let's just start off from the top you. seeing u in the ln today playing just make me realise so much things. when u are with them, u laugh so much and would even argue with them. but with us, u simply remain silent and just be u. why cant u just be like how u were with us? why u jerk back so much in shock when i went to talk to u? why? it all just tell me something. i was totally fooled by your silent exterior. the person i fell in love wasn't really you but just this perfect you that i made up in my mind. but now, after so long, the truth is slowly unveiling and i'm beginning to just accept the facts that its just my imagination. sighs.. its a sad departure but i will always rmb the good memories u brought me:] and you. when they surround u and they turned around, it made me realise something bout u. i am never on ur mind. perhaps u dun even treat me as a close friend which is quite saddening cos of the past. do u know i still rmb the first time i saw u cry? some bitch pushed me away but still, that few moments are still very vivid in my mind. but now i know, u just aint gonna care bout me a single bit right? sighs. i cant lie that i'm sad. and you too. dunno what to say anymore. i just nv knew i was so dispensable. when no one else is there to accompany u, then u will find me. when everyone else know bout everything except of me and when i asked u bout it, u still dun want to tell me. and like always, u're the most impt person and everyone else(esp me) am just nothing. that's just what u think. u just told me how much i meant to u. dun toy with ppl's feeling when u dun intend to do whatever that u were suppose to do. it hurts. do u think this can be salvage?it totally hurts. and you handsome. this judgement has brought everything back to u again:] it has been u all along:] u make me smile:] u crack me up:] u make me feel comforted:] many days, my days are brightened up by you. :] u brought joy to my life:] u make me happier:] grinne:] thanks for being u:] well.. that's all for judgement day:] |
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