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Sunday, December 10, 2006 i HATE myself! oh god man i SUCK!! talking to mel today has made me realised that i have NO TALENTS! for god sake. i cant keep to a passion at all! first, there was piano. learnt it from young but quit when i was in primary school. then i took up violin in sec one. beg my mom so hard, then i quit cos of no time. then i join back piano and quit again cos i got no time to practice. then there was swimming. i achieved gold in a yr then i dint continue. i should continue to life saver what. WHAT'S THE USE WITH GOLD?! but that was partly my dad dint let me. fine. then i went to learn pilates. after one course and byebye! WHY DINT I CONTINUE?! then there was tennis. the sport that i so very wanted to play ever since god know when. then i had my chance, i bought the racquet and sign up. and i quit. why? COS I GOT NO TIME! lu and aileen went on to play, why cant i be the same? i enjoy the piano so much, why cant i continue?! i'm such a failure. seeing mel play tennis now, her being a life saver too. really really make me feel like i'm such a loser and an idiot. why do i suck at everything? is it really becos i have no time? or do i just give up too fast? FED UP with myself! |
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