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Monday, October 30, 2006

Have you ever wondered which hurts the most?
Saying something and wishing you hadn't?, or
Saying nothing and
wishing
you had?

I guess the
most important
things are the hardest things to say.Don't be afraid to tell someone you love them.

If you do, they might break your heart...if you don't, you might break theirs.
[ am i ready to have my heart broken by him?]

Have u ever
decided not 2 become a couple because you were so afraid
of losing what you already had with that person?

Your
heart
decides whom it likes and whom it doesn't.
You
can't tell your heart what to do. It does it on its own........when you least suspect it, or even when you don't want it to.

Have you ever
wanted to love someone with everything you had, but that other person was too afraid to let you?

Too many of us stay
walled up because we are too afraid to care too much...for fear
that the other person does not care as much, or even at all.

Have you ever
denied your feelings for someone because your fear
of rejection was too hard to handle? [rejections and awkwardness.. what do i have to offer for him?]

We tell lies when we are afraid... afraid of what we
don't know,
afraid of what others will think, afraid of what will be found out about us.

But every time we tell a lie, the thing we fear grows stronger.

Life is all about risks
and it requires you to jump.

Don't be a person who has to look back and wonder what they
would have done, or could have had.

* What would you do if
every time you fell in love you had
to say good-bye?

*What would you do if
every time you wanted someone they would never
be there?

*What would you do if you loved someone more than ever and you couldn't have them?


i found this in one of my emails. its a very very common email, but it never fail to hit me. i've always believed in taking the chance, seizing the day and what not. but can this apply to affairs of the heart? the fear of rejection and awkwardness is holding me back. should i even tell him? will my feelings go away? it's been so long.. i really dunno what to do..







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