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I adore beaches.I love green. I youtube till dawn, I shop till dusk. That's cause.. I'm a girl. And a lazy one too. More than words.
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Tuesday, August 07, 2007 if wishes could come true, i would like to have one wish for my birthday. i want to see my sister again. then and again, it always hit me subconsciously how much i miss her. i guess it was a habit of mine to brush these feelings off and put up a strong presence. i don't know how single child survives. maybe its because they never had these feelings so they cant miss out on what they never had. they're so many things i wanna say to her. i just wanna come home and complain and hug her on a crappy day. why are the ones that is always giving me strength so far from me? they're either in other colleges, or polytechnics, or army, or usa. i come home, and there's no one that i can talk to. its funny how after a certain time, the focus totally changed for me. it was once hugs, giggles and high pitch screaming of nonsenses for me. but now, it's hanging out, debating theories, laugh over each other's actions or words and simply having fun with each other. i'm very glad the latter happened. but i'm just sad the former is subsiding. see jie, there's so much things i need your advice on, ur encouragment on and ur simple existence on. and i cant be filled in with details on ppl's life anymore. i can no longer trust myself anymore. i always seem to be doing things that i dint do. i dunno how else to solve this but to know absolutely nothing. i'm already ignorant, but now, i shall be completely ignorant. i shall just remain where i belong. i finally managed to get u out of my mind, and u managed to weasel back in with a smile. i wont bother denying anymore. you make me happy. but it wont matter, cos to you, i'll just be that girl from afar. killer smile, killer voice. killer you. :] will my wish ever come true? |
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