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Tuesday, March 27, 2007 i'm in a super crappy mood now. sighs. first, i did something to disappoint myself to the extreme end that i cant come to terms with. it doesn't matter how much u try to reason it with me, i'm just purely disgusted with myself. to add on it, look my my grades. and i think its becos of my grades that i wanted to torture myself that way. and thirdly, with events coming up, i barely have time to study. let's just see when i will break under this pressure. and to add on, i just cant stand certain things. firstly, you. when i asked u to do the stuff, it is NOT A FAVOUR. it is ur DUTY. u dun give me that kind of face and as if i owe u big time okay. just think of how many times i had to cover for u becos of ur attitude. just think. its not the first time i got scolding becos of u. secondly, you2. dun talk to me as if u are my i/c. cos big news, u aren't and u never were. u can remind me stuff not demand stuff of me. dun u think i think bout those stuff? i was going thru those stuff to inform u again and again. i have been in more i/c roles and i know more. what i need is support and not for u to demand things. and guess what, ur blurness just totally add another level of stress to me altogether. dun keep saying other ppl nv do work. just think of how u can help. sometimes, i really dunno what to do. i am not about to give up on anything but yet, i'm so disgusted by myself. there's nothing that can motivate me. nothing. i have talked bout this over 1h with sk, and he also realise, there's nothin that can motivate me. i dunno why, but i just cant find anything. :[ maybe i was just born wrong ba. sighs.. i'm weird. i need to go to the beach. but i have no time for it. sighs. i dun like this entry. :( [ps: pls do not keep guessing who i'm talking bout, cos i'm not talking bout anyone. i'm just talking bout attitudes of mine/urs/everyone in general. whatever.] |
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