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Saturday, December 30, 2006 TWO MORE DAYS TO 2007!! okay, i shall make my new year resolution tml but for now, it's time to to pack up!! after packing up for three hours, my room is STILL in a mess. gosh, it's amazing how much stuff i can actually accumulate in one yr. maybe one of my new yr resolutions shall be to not have so much rubbish! anyway, new yr new things[figuratively speaking]. shall delete and erase away the old and start afresh! and that means i gotta actually go running! anyway, orientation is nearing! SIGHS! i'm scared. oh wells oh wells oh wells. on a happy thought, yesterday someone was very nice! in the high mood, he kissed my hand when i was doing duty:] so sweet! shucks.. my body aint cooperating with me in times of crisis AGAIN! i thought about many stuff yesterday. didn't wake up from the correct side of the bed. didn't control my anger well. wasn't able to. but it was then that made me think thru those stuff. i was always just ur spare . u always had ur way. many a times, u hurt me with what u say but u just dint know. things like "i dun care", "go away", "no one cares about you." it just keep hitting my esteem down to rock bottom. i just have two words to tell you :" it hurts." thanks lulu for what u told me yesterday:] i'm super super blessed to have u as my friend:] love u lots lulu!! you look so handsome yesterday:]:] the times together:]:] Sunday, December 24, 2006 weird. i dreamt of him yesterday. why did i dreamt of him? anyway, he looks damn nerd in that spects in my dream but when he came, i hugged him so tight. i rmb clearly, i burried my face in his shirt and just hug him tight. came up for a breather and told him i miss him so much and i hugged him again. anyway, it was a very very sweet dream:] i hope we can meet again in my dreams:] miss you so much gor! anyway, i managed to do some house work today! yay! i thought of what to buy for the secret santa thing and asked sk to come with me! grinne! thanks sk for travelling from outram to town and all around town with me to find it! rmb to make time for her kk? grinne! dwang. the nike toiletries bag i wanted isn't there anymore. hopefully is just that shop! muahaha:] and i just found out today that sexy back is by justin timberlake! i want the gwen stefani's album! i like the song "wind it up" by her! shall save up!! your smile:] Wednesday, December 20, 2006 I'M OFFICIALLY BROKE! but that doesn't mean that i cant continue my wishlist:] i'm gonna go hunt down all the stuff i want and take nice pictures of them and post them up on christmas day! :]:] anyway, i found two ripcurl wallet. which do u think is the nicer one?  this? or this? the mine tofu cushion i saw in minitoons! u can buy it and put urs and ur beloved picture there! only 6 bucks. another cute piglet!! stitch!absolutely adorable!Saturday, December 16, 2006 HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO JEREMY!!! so sorry i dint wish u on our class outing! anyway, had a class or rather clique outing last tues! went cycling at ecp! its amazing how i do things with them that i rarely do anymore. anyway, we cycled to bedok jetty when favian's contacts drop out. hahaha, the rest of us just stayed there to enjoy the scenery. anyway, after that, we kinda compete a little, play thumb wrestle while cycling. tickling while cycling.:] it was really a VERY fun day out:] we went to have steam boat after that! stupid guys! so ungentlemanly! leave all the girls to sit outside and their reason was cos they dint want to cook. but everyone contributed in cooking anyway. err, tho i dint do much. not my fault. i was right in the middle. and everyone's hand blocked me! hahaha. thanks sk and ht for helping me to take food anyways:] let's plan another gathering near christmas!! grinne:] memories forever:]  the sky view taken from the jetty. beautiful isn't it? all of us, exhausted from the speeding ride back to the kiosk! yummy! chicken rib and corn soup and tom yam soup! after a session of ghost stories!! back to back is so comfortable!grinne:] went down to support germx and francis for their skit on some police thingy. ziliang, shaorong and sherman went down to support too. francis was very funny in the skit and it was really funny when they keep saying sketch instead of skit in the end.  not really doing nothing in the skit:] she was actually smsing me! hahaha..:] go francis! be a good guy! grinne:]yay! admin has a banner! first time in the 26th history! thanks amira for helping me paint it! and thanks sherman and amira for pushing me to go ahead with this:] and thanks zhongru for drawing it. i know u hate it. but thanks.hanyang is finally back! now finally we have all the ICs back for orientation! we'll rock this orientation.  the four first ICs of the four committees for orientation. :] Guess who's under the bucket? sherman's troop of shampoo! atten-tion! hahaha:] then half bottle of shampoo is the general!i have actually lost my chain of thoughts to blog. anyway, its really time for me to settle down and get to work! i guess i have recharged in a way this hols already:] time to study! to germx: hahaha, i see pretty things then i want lo:] i actually already have in mind a set of things i want, so i just have to find the perfect one. but all these are just wishes. they are not neccesities. do i really know who u are? i tot i had u out of my mind. but when u smile that day, i doubt my heart. it has been 8 months already, nothing has come out of it. should i just give up? or should i just hang on? should i tell you? but a new one seem to be coming into the picture and i'm more at ease with the latter. tho i think it is impossible. but i just cant get them out of my mind. ur smile brightens up my day. ur hands make me feel like i'm in heaven. we're two in a million. Friday, December 15, 2006 so happy! shalala! it's so nice to be happy! shalala:] everybody should be happy! shalala! it's so nice to be happy! i'm ELATED:] many reasons so:] 1. LUCINDA IS BACK! 2. i had two GREAT nights with PEIYING[EEYORE]! 3. SMILE! 4. ARM! :]:]:]:]:]:]:]:]:]:]:]:]:]:]:]:]:]:]:]:]:]:]:]:]:]:] on a sadder note: i'm completely broke! :[ midnight strucks! i am now death god! Tuesday, December 12, 2006 hmms.. i have to find out what is my passion now and then follow it! alright! i shall go on the path of finding it:] while doing that, some photos! yesterday, i "baked" a cockroach!! GRINNE. dun care! i'm sadistic! but they deserve to die.  it was suntanning in the balcony. anyway, went haagen daaz and ate the choco fondue:] it was very very nice:] BUT! there was a staple bullet inside the ice cream! and they charged me twenty cents for it lo! they dint return my money. my continue christmas wishlist: 1. a big bag.  it's 69 bucks! but i think its very very nicE!! GRINNE! I WANT!! 2. the brown and orange zinc bag that looks like a crumpler bag.  i saw the crumpler bag first. BUT then i saw someone carrying the brown and orange zinc bag! so i want the zinc bag! since its MUCHMUCH cheaper:] 3. a orange nalgene bottle:] saw it in JJ affinity and i fell in love with it! GRINNE:] 4. the babyblue calendar i want  an everyday calendar with babyblue comics:] my fave! 5. baby piglet!!  emma getting me one! Sunday, December 10, 2006 i HATE myself! oh god man i SUCK!! talking to mel today has made me realised that i have NO TALENTS! for god sake. i cant keep to a passion at all! first, there was piano. learnt it from young but quit when i was in primary school. then i took up violin in sec one. beg my mom so hard, then i quit cos of no time. then i join back piano and quit again cos i got no time to practice. then there was swimming. i achieved gold in a yr then i dint continue. i should continue to life saver what. WHAT'S THE USE WITH GOLD?! but that was partly my dad dint let me. fine. then i went to learn pilates. after one course and byebye! WHY DINT I CONTINUE?! then there was tennis. the sport that i so very wanted to play ever since god know when. then i had my chance, i bought the racquet and sign up. and i quit. why? COS I GOT NO TIME! lu and aileen went on to play, why cant i be the same? i enjoy the piano so much, why cant i continue?! i'm such a failure. seeing mel play tennis now, her being a life saver too. really really make me feel like i'm such a loser and an idiot. why do i suck at everything? is it really becos i have no time? or do i just give up too fast? FED UP with myself! YAY!! emma is gonna get me the baby piglet i want!! WHEE! thanks emma! GRINNE:] i'm still thinking what to get you. wondering whether u have the thing that i want to get u already. anyway, i just rmb that KS owe me a BIG BIG christmas gift:]:] goshdarnit! i'm getting poorer by the day. i really really have to find a job soon man. hopefully i can get a job at nic's place:] sighs! poorpoorpoor. Saturday, December 09, 2006 muahaha:] went back to school today to do lns stuff. dint call any councillors along even tho i had to purchase alot of food and drink. oh well, it's our break:] but nice nice mengxiang offered to help me when he heard i was gonna buy. so we borrowed from the stall uncle a trolley and pushed four cartons of water back while i carried all the snacks:] but he had to go home after that. oh wells:]thanks mengxiang! after that, spend the whole afternoon putting the snacks in place and trying to get 5 cartons of water and the keys to pd41 and 42. sadly, so unsuccessful. that means i have to wake up earlier to move all the chairs to the council room. anyway, i went out with ying after that. thanks for "the dark side" it's so delicious! but its a little big! anyway, now i'm very broke. so next time we go out, we eat bread kk? hahah:] muahaha:] i look lovely with you know who right? grinne:] let's have stay over soon! i'm gonna wreck ur house:] sadly i lent the cds to lu le, otherwise we can watch. nvm, we can stay up all night talking bout hims! GRINNE~! sighs:[ i need to start working. i'm SUPER broke for god's sake. so i'll be just watching ppl eat for the moment. oh wells, suit me fine:] i should lose some wt anyways. workworkwork! but will i have the time? seems like i have to sacrifice my free resting time! oh wells. money or rest? i dunno!! Thursday, December 07, 2006 haha:] i found out something today. my mom's gynaecologist is called Tan Han Yang! haha, dun mind me, i'm just entertaining myself:] my room's a BIG BIG mess! i shall break it up into parts to clean! let's see... 1. dresser top 2. dresser drawers 3. cupboard[storybks] 4. cupboard[school] 5. table top 6. table drawer 7. wardrobe[shoes] 8. wardrobe[bags] 9. wardrobe[clothes] 10. speakers/radio 11. notebook box 12. bedside table 13. CDs 13 parts to clean. i think i would take 26 days to clean!! nvm, i shall set a target. since today is the 7th, i shall set that i will finish everything before the 20th! i must also get a start on getting the things to do done before next yr:] shall put my list to do stuff at my side bar in the other blog:] so i can stare at it everyday. i cant wait till 25th morning:] mel and i would travel around singapore! would we? i know for now, we would go to the airport.:] perhaps we can go to the beach but i think its damn scary at 1 am leh. maybe we go rent a hotel room! grinne:] we'll talk all night i promise:] *huggs* dun be so sad and angry le kk? just try not to think bout him anymore:] love ya girl:] and i know u are right. if i tell him, there's a 50% chance that i would gain happiness out of it. but i'm just afraid to take this step. alrighty! time to plan for S7 outing! where shall we go?? poor sk, no one supports the beach idea except me. seems like we'll have to hit town! grinne:] sidenote: my other blog is back on track:] muahaha:] www.storiesaboutme.blogspot.com. but i would still be blogging here of course:] Wednesday, December 06, 2006 i'm back i'm back i'm back!! the weather is extremely hot here, but i shan't complain much cos there's water to drink! WHEE! tons of things happened there and i've made many realisations. shall not talk bout them now cos i'm too tired. it's a new month and going towards a new year. its time i do some changes that i've always wanted to do and to get some things done. oh well, i just need to not be lazy and i will rule everything:] that's all for now. not to forget, my continued wishlist: 1. a bear bag 2. a shoulder bag 3. a baby blue paper calendar[as sold outside borders] 4. a tofu cushion 5. a baby piglet from mini toons |
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