A S H . L E Y Y .

Let me hear you call my name.
I adore beaches.
I love green.
I youtube till dawn,
I shop till dusk.
That's cause..
I'm a girl.
And a lazy one too.


More than words.

Tell me your wishes.
| Graduation |
| Holiday |
| Sky Diving |
| Limousine Ride |
| To be Thin |
Tuesday, October 31, 2006

You are a City Girl!

Whether you live in the city or not, you've got the heart of a city girl.
You're up on the latest trends - what's hot in music, food, and fashion.
And you love to be on the go. Your perfect day is filled with tons of fun.
Your perfect guy is a city guy, so head to LA, NYC, Sydney, or London to find him!


"but you're supposed to be like, sixteen or something"
"
ohmygawd my LIL SIS IS GONNA BE EIGHTEEEN?!??!?!?"

these are parts of the convervation i had with my sister today. it has been so long since i last talk to her.. i missed her so much! how i wish i could be by her side.. to take care of her, to comfort her. hang in there sis! no matter what, rmb i love you alotalot kk? and yes, ur little sis is getting old, but i'll always remain 16 to you:] i love you sis, i cant wait till next yr!
!

it's time. i've hold back long enough and its time i do it. jiayou ashley! you can do it one! :] dun give up now!







a mere glance of him today made me smile :] i'm beginning to believe in love. <3<3




Monday, October 30, 2006

Have you ever wondered which hurts the most?
Saying something and wishing you hadn't?, or
Saying nothing and
wishing
you had?

I guess the
most important
things are the hardest things to say.Don't be afraid to tell someone you love them.

If you do, they might break your heart...if you don't, you might break theirs.
[ am i ready to have my heart broken by him?]

Have u ever
decided not 2 become a couple because you were so afraid
of losing what you already had with that person?

Your
heart
decides whom it likes and whom it doesn't.
You
can't tell your heart what to do. It does it on its own........when you least suspect it, or even when you don't want it to.

Have you ever
wanted to love someone with everything you had, but that other person was too afraid to let you?

Too many of us stay
walled up because we are too afraid to care too much...for fear
that the other person does not care as much, or even at all.

Have you ever
denied your feelings for someone because your fear
of rejection was too hard to handle? [rejections and awkwardness.. what do i have to offer for him?]

We tell lies when we are afraid... afraid of what we
don't know,
afraid of what others will think, afraid of what will be found out about us.

But every time we tell a lie, the thing we fear grows stronger.

Life is all about risks
and it requires you to jump.

Don't be a person who has to look back and wonder what they
would have done, or could have had.

* What would you do if
every time you fell in love you had
to say good-bye?

*What would you do if
every time you wanted someone they would never
be there?

*What would you do if you loved someone more than ever and you couldn't have them?


i found this in one of my emails. its a very very common email, but it never fail to hit me. i've always believed in taking the chance, seizing the day and what not. but can this apply to affairs of the heart? the fear of rejection and awkwardness is holding me back. should i even tell him? will my feelings go away? it's been so long.. i really dunno what to do..






hey, this is actually bout you, but i dunno if u know its you i'm talking bout. is it just my imagination but are you avoiding me or something? i miss the times where we would just crap into the night about everything. you never failed to make me smile when i'm down. but now, i find myself very lost and no one to lean on. that day, ur reply to my hi stunned me. perhaps you were angry with me. please just tell me what's the problem and hopefully we can go back to ourselves soon? you are a very good friend to me and you mean alot to me. i'm not gonna lose you as my good friend. but i need a little help here. talk to me soon kk? :] -dodobird-



the way he looked at me that day made me felt special :] i dare not look back long in his beautiful eyes, but the image of them are forever in my heart. he held my hands. and i felt comforted and protected. when i had to let go, he turn back and stretch his hand out and found my hands again. it has been a full six months already, should i confess? i fear awkwardness..


Sunday, October 29, 2006

god! finally i can blog! but in another account :[ anyway, am trying to get melissa to delete our joint account and i would be able to blog in the other account already. anyway, i may use this blog for other purposes anyway :]

anyway, i just realised today that it has been six months.. and nov would be the seventh month! cant believe it man. that long! what would i do after this? i really dunno.. shall take a step at a time and we'll see :]



"hi world, i'm back again"

even this phrase and everything that's link to it cant make me stop smiling now. i am so happy :] for some simple reasons. yesterday is a day i'll rmb always. 27th October 2006 is a very very special day :] thank you god for that special day :] something happened yesterday that make me smile :] i think i will wear this smile in my heart for a while :] and i chatted with lu till past midnight bout it :] first time in months that i chatted over an hour :]

gw and py! i'll tell u guys soon k? and lulu and me leaving on the same day! if around the same time, u guys wanna send us off?? hahaha.. :] oh wells.. smile always like me kk? :]

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